Carson McCullers: Scene Seven

Sarah Schulman

Carson McCullers and Tennessee Williams are sitting at two ends of the same table, writing. Preferably outside in Nantucket. She scribbles furiously, crosses out. He is looking at the birds.

CARSON

Because I want you. Because I be cause you cause (crosses out) I am inside you, I am outside you—to be one with you—to slither through you to course through you causally, casually. No you. No you. The joining—no death without your death, the same stench. One entity, one imagination—the you, the me, the you from me, but with myself at the center of we. The we of me. (

Crosses out all but the last line.)

The we of me.
Tennesse finally puts pen to paper.

TENNESSEE (Like he was breathing.)

The show is over. The monkey’s dead.

CARSON

Thief.

TENNESSEE

You’re just jealous because my inspiration is so instantaneous.

CARSON

Really? You stole that line from a story I wrote when I was nineteen.

TENNESSEE

Oh dear, now you’ve had too much to drink. Have a drink.

CARSON

No dear, you’ve had too much to drink, have a drink. The show’s over and the ’ s monkey’s dead is from my story, “Instant of The Hour After,” which I wrote for my creative writing professor, long before I’d ever met you.

TENNESSEE

No, no, no, it’s completely my sort of line. To the point, unusual, slightly odd, poetic.

CARSON

Thank you for the compliment.

TENNESSEE

Don’t be ridiculous.

CARSON

You’ve read all my juvenalia. You’ve read it. You’ve read The show’s over, the monkey’s dead. Here, do you want some more?

Take this: country children at country fairs. You can have it.

TENNESSEE

Well, Choppers, I guess we’re really enmeshed. It’s that we of me you’ve been groaning about.

CARSON

I admit, I don’t want to endure my nervous compulsions without you but that is not romantic love. Reeves is coming back from the war. We’ve been writing regularly. He’s suffered and that opens my heart. But he’s not what I want either.

TENNESSEE

What do you want?

CARSON

That Swiss woman. I can’t get her out of my head.

TENNESSEE

Can she get you out of hers?

CARSON

She would pay money to get rid of me, Whenever she sees me it’s like a bad memory, like realizing that the gas is still on.

TENNESSEE

Even I have had more success with women than you have.

CARSON

That’s not true.

TENNESSEE

Of course it’s true, you’ve never even had a serious grope.

CARSON

I have so.

TENNESSEE

With who?

CARSON

With Gypsy. I had full intercourse with her only last week.

TENNESSEE

Really?

CARSON

It was divine rapture. And I was excellent at it.

TENNESSEE

What day last week?

CARSON

Thursday.

TENNESSEE

What time?

CARSON

Right before dinner. And again after.

TENNESSEE

Dear Choppers, you were with me all afternoon and evening last Thursday. In fact, you spent the night here, in the guest bedroom.

CARSON

Don’t be so cheeky, dearie. I like the story the way it is.

TENNESSEE

Poor dear. Have a drink.